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demeows

by parahelion

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1.
blue 02:24
i feel myself unraveling there's a chill going down my spine i know this is all in my head but the truth is hard to find one day my fears will set me free and i'll find a way out of this maze but there's no light that i've found and i'm numbering my days and you say that i've looked blue for far too long and i say i wonder where my hope has gone
2.
you were always so unpredictable like the southern weather you lost your touch like a worn out piece of tape that couldn't hold me together you say you care, that you're there that you won't let anything hurt me but as soon as i'm down you're nowhere to be found and i'm left feeling unworthy but i saw the truth behind your lies when i looked into your stained glass eyes how the fuck is it so hard for you to try to keep your promises just to say a few words to help ease my mind instead of making me anxious you say we're fine, we're okay that you understand what i'm dealing with but you can't seem to make an effort to prove that we'll ever get past this mess you make me feel worthless so what's the point?
3.
what the hell was I thinking? I really believed that we would last you're the worst kind of person there is, and you know it's the goddamn truth and all the things that you did to me I hope someday it all happens to you I don't love you anymore strange as it is to say and somehow I've let myself believe that it was my fault trying to salvage something that should've never had a start you're the worst kind of person there is, and you know it's the goddamn truth and all the things that you did to me I hope that someday it all happens to you and I hope that you understand exactly how much pain you've caused I've never been so scared of moving on I don't love you anymore I'm glad you didn't stay and though it hurts like hell sometimes I know i'm better off this way you're the worst kind of person there is, and you know it's the goddamn truth can't stand to see your face from across a crowded room it's safe to say I've found someone who is everything you're not I hope you hate yourself and the person that you've become I swear to god that I meant every word I said and do you, and do you regret it yet?
4.
well god damn here I go again wasting time on things that don't matter why can't I focus on what's important like growing up and getting my shit together go on make something of yourself I know you're shaking cause so am I we're just not ready to go outside I can't wait to be myself again I've been hiding behind this mask of what I'm not but I'm tired of lying about whether or not I want to get out alive go on tell me how you feel I know you're hurting cause so am I and we're just not ready to go outside when your world is falling apart I can be the glue that holds you together cause every time I look into your eyes something inside of me is yearning to be better I want to live a life where things make sense and love myself in the present tense you make me want to do so much more if I could only walk out my front door
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about

this is a compilation of 5 demo tracks by bedroom emo pop act parahelion.
it's also out on a run of 6 very limited cassettes by shinonome labs, available at too spoopyfest in alexandria, la on 10/15/16, and anything left after will be sold here.
~enjoy~

check out parahelion online:
parahelion.bandcamp.com
facebook.com/parahelionla

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released October 15, 2016

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