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blue
02:24
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i feel myself unraveling
there's a chill going down my spine
i know this is all in my head
but the truth is hard to find
one day my fears will set me free
and i'll find a way out of this maze
but there's no light that i've found
and i'm numbering my days
and you say
that i've looked blue for far too long
and i say
i wonder where my hope has gone
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stained glass
02:36
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you were always so unpredictable
like the southern weather
you lost your touch like a worn out piece of tape
that couldn't hold me together
you say you care, that you're there
that you won't let anything hurt me
but as soon as i'm down you're nowhere to be found
and i'm left feeling unworthy
but i saw the truth behind your lies
when i looked into your stained glass eyes
how the fuck is it so hard for you to try
to keep your promises
just to say a few words to help ease my mind
instead of making me anxious
you say we're fine, we're okay
that you understand what i'm dealing with
but you can't seem to make an effort to prove
that we'll ever get past this mess
you make me feel worthless
so what's the point?
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what the hell was I thinking?
I really believed that we would last
you're the worst kind of person there is,
and you know it's the goddamn truth
and all the things that you did to me
I hope someday it all happens to you
I don't love you anymore
strange as it is to say
and somehow I've let myself believe that it was my fault
trying to salvage something that should've never had a start
you're the worst kind of person there is,
and you know it's the goddamn truth
and all the things that you did to me
I hope that someday it all happens to you
and I hope that you understand
exactly how much pain you've caused
I've never been so scared
of moving on
I don't love you anymore
I'm glad you didn't stay
and though it hurts like hell sometimes I know i'm better off this way
you're the worst kind of person there is,
and you know it's the goddamn truth
can't stand to see your face
from across a crowded room
it's safe to say I've found someone who is everything you're not
I hope you hate yourself and the person that you've become
I swear to god that I meant every word I said
and do you, and do you regret it yet?
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well god damn
here I go again
wasting time on things that don't matter
why can't I focus
on what's important
like growing up and getting my shit together
go on
make something of yourself
I know you're shaking cause so am I
we're just not ready to go outside
I can't wait
to be myself again
I've been hiding behind this mask of what I'm not
but I'm tired
of lying
about whether or not I want to get out alive
go on
tell me how you feel
I know you're hurting cause so am I
and we're just not ready to go outside
when your world is falling apart
I can be the glue that holds you together
cause every time I look into your eyes
something inside of me is yearning to be better
I want to live a life where things make sense
and love myself in the present tense
you make me want to do so much more
if I could only walk out my front door
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